He's back...

After such long lone chats with him, he pm-ed me in MSN. No, I don't hate him..in fact, I like him as a friend. Actually, he is a nice person just that he neglected his social circle too much. You'll know why I pissed off with his guy. Each time I buzz him in MSN wanting to have a long conversation with him, he'll literally show me the no entry sign - busy studying. Well, I can understand that...being an engineering student, physics is such a crappy subject. First time is okay...and then second time, third, fourth...fifth. Okay, enough. That time, I'll just left him in his own room full with freedom. Bah.

Now, when we talked back...I just feel that there are some missing elements there. It's not like it used to be, before. Some problems with me? I think I just don't want him to get his way so easily that he no-entried me for so long and when he messages me, I'll be there like nothing happened before. Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish...yeah, I should not.

I'm not trying to be a nice and goody person, it's just I can't do hurtful stuffs to people that I like. Perhaps, nature of mine? THIS should be a good thing ya but sometimes maybe most of the time I feel left out. I think I'm hallucinating. Hahahaha!!

Toodles~