Weird sights

W0W! I just got a new spectacles, with a higher power -_-" increments of 75 and 50 for both eyes. Cannot get used to it!!! So weird lah when I wear it. I wonder izzit over-corrected? Hmm....

New Year is just few hours away! Happy New Year! Year 2009 already, that's fast!

Ugh...my specs...

Oh holidays

This evening, I checked the calendar and only I found out that my holidays due this week only! I lagilah expect to have another week of hols cos of the 5th of Jan.

*was thinking 1st is Monday and 5th is Friday -_-*

Soooooo, I HAD to get my ass back to classes and that dumb ass slow and forever waiting Metrobuses. Nuuuuuuuuuu! This holiday is really relaxing for me =D Wish to have it longer...just one more week!

P/S: Downloaded more Hibari Misora songs and Edith Piaf songs. Simply old and good.

Addiction

Help!! I am addicted to DoTa and I'll get really depressed when noobs/selfish people ruined the game! I'm just after a game with useless teammates without teamwork. I intoxicated myself with this stupid emotional game.

I'll be able to leave this addiction if:-

1. Have things to do every night like going out/spending time with bf =P
2. Plenty of people chat with me
3. Have someone to fetch me go out at night =D
4. I'm terribly dependent on people
5. This is suck!

Party went business

Yesterday night I had a party/gathering invitation to my friend's house. GKW is having the p/g (party/gathering) in LWK's house. Nice house he's staying in, medium size but rich people atmosphere inside. He even has a room specially built for karaoke and there's a mini bar inside with bottles of Whiskies and wines =D Yum yum...

Things went awry when there is this uninvited and unwanted person joined us. My senior and LWK's cousin. TKY is his initial - he is annoying, rude, very outspoken, egoistic, fat, stink, nearly bald, and totally annoying. I remember last time in school, he was known for talking shit and blowing water to his friends. In fact, I dislike him since then - tried and still trying my best to avoid any conversation with him and oh, bumping into him. Hehehe..Anyway, there are a lot of dramas happened yesterday night lah but those that are pissed off like me, just kept quiet. More like preserving harmony and peace in not-so-close-friend's-house-with-parents-sitting-nearby.

Not ONLY that, this p/g is a disaster. They paid and I PAID RM 20 for this. What we had was below average food and terrible refreshments.

1. duno what shit crap Fried Rice (I can fry better)
2. soft and all clump together Fried Noodles (Mamak mee goreng tastes better)
3. cold, hard, not crispy Deep-Fried Sotong (my cousin can do 1000% nicer)
4. tasteless, artificial-like Satay with crappy groundnut sauce (tasted like plastic, no meat taste)
5. two screwed up Cordial Drinks (1 not cold enuf, another tasted weird and not sweet)

Oh yeah, RM 20 does NOT includes that only...

6. sticker-ed Friendship Club logo on a mediocre Mug (this cost RM 6, from my dependable source)
7. what-a-waste-of-money Snow Spray x 1 (RM 2, not enough? buy from GKW @ RM 2)

The leftover RM 20 was spent in games' itinerary and of course their profit. Simple ironic!! Don't you think so? What a waste of money, time and energy! I am expecting to have more food since I was told that it'll gonna be catered food. Looked more like buy-from-outside food and simply just open it up and serve. What the hell. *looks for bombastic words in answers.com*

THIS IS BLASPHEMY!! (yeah, I feel that this p/g violated me)

I should organize one original and real party/gathering and show them what is it like to be. It's just that...it will gonna be hectic and messy and confirming attendance is hell lotsa work to do. I don't mind to have it on my house, literally. Heh! If any of you do not mind the too artistic-scraped-off-paint walls, gonna-be-warm-if-no-wind/fan condition, not-that-sunny-bright-even-with-lights...yeah, I think that is all.

I wanna have a CNY open house...eh..more like gathering in my house! Please gimmeh a longer CNY holidays!!

He's back...

After such long lone chats with him, he pm-ed me in MSN. No, I don't hate him..in fact, I like him as a friend. Actually, he is a nice person just that he neglected his social circle too much. You'll know why I pissed off with his guy. Each time I buzz him in MSN wanting to have a long conversation with him, he'll literally show me the no entry sign - busy studying. Well, I can understand that...being an engineering student, physics is such a crappy subject. First time is okay...and then second time, third, fourth...fifth. Okay, enough. That time, I'll just left him in his own room full with freedom. Bah.

Now, when we talked back...I just feel that there are some missing elements there. It's not like it used to be, before. Some problems with me? I think I just don't want him to get his way so easily that he no-entried me for so long and when he messages me, I'll be there like nothing happened before. Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish...yeah, I should not.

I'm not trying to be a nice and goody person, it's just I can't do hurtful stuffs to people that I like. Perhaps, nature of mine? THIS should be a good thing ya but sometimes maybe most of the time I feel left out. I think I'm hallucinating. Hahahaha!!

Toodles~

Once again, I blog.

I am back to blogging again after both of my failed attempts in Friendster Blog and LiveJournal. In fact, what intrigues me to start blogging was the hype of blogging during that time! You know, being introduced what is blog for the first time which is KennySia and XiaXue. I actually hangat-hangat tahi ayam wanna blog, if can be a FAMOUS BLOGGER! Hahahaha!! I know that's kinda impossible! I left Friendster Blog for quite some time.

Then, I started this new private blog in LiveJournal. Basically, it is cos of AHEM-meet this leng chai whom blogs too in LJ =P I remember I had sent him a message thru LJ and he didn't reply.

*of course lah, people good looking and well-built..where will "sou" mediocre like you*

And yeah, I got depressed after that...waiting for hoping for hopeless hope. Hehe, and you can guess it what happens after that. I left my LJ blog =P

NOW, why I would want to blog again? Just now, I went and check my Yahoo inbox. I was surprised to find out that there is this computer-generated comment (maybe) that posted in my Friendster Blog. o_O Nevermind bout the comment. The thing is, I read back what I wrote in my Friendster Blog. I realised and found out that my Friendster Blog quite interesting leh!! Not to bring up my buttocks lah, but really!! (imho)

Sooooo, there goes this new blog of mine where I'll try to reveal the most about me. Being a closeted gay, shunning away from homophobes, stalking on anonymously-good looking bloggers, emotionally instability of mine, how so freaking lazy and not motivated of me especially in education, friends and of course family. Although I'm not ready to blog about my family, I know I'm just waiting for the moment to come. Definitely, I won't be promoting my blog at each corner of the cyber world lah. I would want them to stumble across my blog coincidently. This does'nt stop me from giving out links to my close friends and PLUs =P Hahahahaha! =D

I would like to blog like I used to do and better!! I'm expecting the New Year to be a new year. Cheers!